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Dhana ‘Dhan’

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  “Come on, let’s go, Raju, let’s go watch a love movie, come on, let’s go, Raju…” In Nandigama, my relatives and close friends call me Nagaraju. Humming a parody of a movie song, Vijaya Babu signalled to me. I immediately picked up another tune and sang back: “Come, come, little boy, flying like a ‘time-pass’ bird, without even looking at your book, come on, come on…” and I gestured back at him. “They say it’s a really good love movie. Let’s go watch it,” he said. That’s the term he used for romantic films. It was a tiny room on the terrace of a house in the Sixth Lane, Arundalpet, Guntur. The owners rented it out to bachelors and students. My elder brother knew about this, so he spoke to the owner, rented the room for a month, and put the three of us, (Parthasarathy, Vijaya Babu and me) there — basically dumped us into that room. Out of the three of us, Parthasarathy,  was the serious type — always with a book in his hand, deeply absorbed in studying. He had come along with ...

Chapter 22:The Lion and Me

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  The lion laughed! How could it not, when a mouse comes hopping about? When someone tries to impress by parading the skills they do not truly possess—and when such a spectacle has been witnessed time and again—wouldn’t a lion laugh? The lion sat upon a throne-like chair! The mouse, knowing neither fear nor reverence, pushed the door open and slipped inside. Its tiny eyes darted about, scanning the room. Then it saw a majestic figure. It was said that even the mightiest and the most powerful people trembled at the sight of that form, moreover, in that awesome ambience! But the mouse had no idea that such fear was meant to be felt… after all. As if singing to itself, “What a great chance I’ve got!” it rushed boldly inside. It wanted to impress by showing off its intelligence and greatness. Seeing this innocence, the lion then smiled. But that smile was neither pompous nor sarcastic. It was a smile of a peculiar kind. In fact, no one could tell what kind of smile it was. Nor could an...

Chapter 21 Miracles of the Shirdi Foot Pilgrimage

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   Life never moves smoothly just the way we want it to. Unexpected troubles and obstacles keep coming. They suffocate us. We can’t see a path forward. It feels like a journey without a destination. “In the darkness, in pitch darkness, in the ocean called time, in the boat called sorrow, to which shore, in which direction…” (Cheekatilo, kaaru cheekatilo, Kaalamane kadalilo …) From far away, I could hear Sri Sri’s song in Ghantasala’s voice. When I think about it, that song seemed exactly like my own situation. The job I have is hanging by a thread. My children are doing their higher studies. The place is new to us. The relatives I thought would support me have drifted away. How do I come out of this crisis? How do I escape from this? I was working in Andhra Prabha at that time and the management changed unexpectedly. I didn’t like the ways of the new management at all. On top of that, for some reason, my superior didn’t like me. That same superior told me, “If you stop talking...

Chapter 19:Eluka Mallee Puttindi” (The Mouse is Reborn)

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    In my life, two full days mysteriously disappeared. It may sound strange, but it is true. Life never moves exactly as we plan. Sometimes unexpected things happen.   Even the beginning of my life was unusual—so I started my story with “A Mouse was Born.” In a small tiled house in a village without electricity, on a dark night, a tiny “mouse baby” was born. That baby grew up, completed sixty years, and then this incident happened.   Forty-eight hours of my life vanished without my knowledge. I was asked to lie down on a table. Lying flat, I looked up and saw a bright white bulb. The white light spread across the room. Everything was happening as I wished.   I was lying on the operation table. I knew they were going to operate on my heart.  “Your name?” “Nagabhushana Rao.” “Okay sir, I am giving you a small injection.” “Alright, go ahead, doctor.”   I looked at the white light. Slowly colours appeared… then darkness. That’s it. Slowly, my eyes opene...